"Give me a paper and a pen so I can write about my life of sin A couple bottles of gin, in case I don't get in"
The lyrics you're looking for come from the song by 2Pac , specifically from the third verse:
You can hear the specific line at the beginning of the third verse in the official video here: 2Pac - Life Goes On Seven Hip-Hop YouTube• May 20, 2020 2Pac - Life Goes On
The song is a tribute to fallen friends and a reflection on mortality, released in 1996 on the album All Eyez On Me .