: Subtitled "A Story of Low Self-Esteem," the book focuses on the "followership skills" Colin brings to the relationship.

: The novel won the 2019 Fitzcarraldo Editions Novel Prize for its "transgressive" and "darkly affecting" storytelling. Critical Reception

: Despite their years together, Colin knows very little about Ray—never learning his last name, occupation, or birthday.

On his 18th birthday in 1975, the timid narrator, , takes a walk on Box Hill—a popular biker hangout—where he literally trips over Ray , an older, leather-clad biker. This accidental meeting sparks an immediate sexual connection and a long-term relationship defined by Ray’s quiet dominance and Colin’s eager submission. Key Themes & Features